I used to be a Catholic when I was young. But after I went through personal changes, I slowly realized that the God I was worshipping is evil. There are several reasons as to why I believe this. The first being that God doesn't answer everybody's prayers. Those people who suffer around the world from poverty, hunger, sickness, and famine hardly get aid. Even if so, people die regardless. For example, kids starve & die in Africa daily. Then there are people born with diseases that kill them later on in life. Either that or they're born with mental disorders which makes them struggle with their daily lives. Basically I'm saying that Mother Nature is God's bitch and it decides who it'll hurt. And God doesn't seem to care who it'll hurt. Those who aren't born with any mental disorders, sicknesses or health problems are the ones God favors. Not only that, but God seems to be sexist towards women. The bible is evil and apparently there are verses in which say that women MUST submit to a man and not speak in a Church unless granted permission by their husband. And here's what makes me angry the most: Humans eat meat for protein and to survive. What kind of Creator would let animals die just for the sake of letting a superior race live on? All those turkeys, chickens, pigs, sheeps, lambs, and cows have lives too! (In France, they eat horse meat which is even worse). I feel extremely guilty and awful eating meat just to survive in a cruel world made by God. And here is what I don't understand about God and Satan. Satan used to be called Lucifer back when he was an angel of God. But he became arrogant and thought he was better than God, and as a result he was damned to Hell for Eternity. God kept Satan alive because Satan was the evil God wanted His creations of Humanity to overcome. In other words, Lucifer is a "Necessary Evil" (Dark Knight Rises reference). So that being said, we are given evils to suffer with. We overcome them just to go to the Kingdom of Heaven according to the Christian bible. Then God sends Jesus down to Earth as the "Last Adam" to tell us the ways of how to receive God's salvation. That was 2,000 years ago. In today's modern times, those laws are followed by few today. There are new subjects that have been testing the Church. Death Penalty, Homosexuality, Contraception, Birth Control, Abortion, and couples who choose not have families. The Death Penalty is controversial because some people believe it steals a person's right to life. Others think people should die because they think they're too dangerous to be kept alive. (Both sides make a point, however I side for it because there are evil people out there who'll never stop killing. No rest for the wicked applies for these folks). There's also life-or-death situations where people are forced to kill for the sake/protection of their life and/or the lives of others. I for one am neither for nor against Homosexuality because it doesn't affect me. Contraception/birth-control is used to prevent pregnancy but contraceptives reduce the risks of getting STD's. Abortion should be legalized because that is a woman's choice to make. (If women are raped, or if they can't afford to keep the baby, they get an abortion). There's also another note I should mention that seems to annoy & anger me. The Christians say to love & fear God because He can take your life away from you. People who don't believe in Him or choose not to are automatically damned to Hell. But what about if these same people are good humble humans that haven't done anything bad their whole life? Are they still damned too? If Jesus is real, then I'd like to strangle him for the pain he's caused to me since I was born. There is a YouTube channel that discusses some of the topics I've discussed in this article in the bottom. To sum up, I'd like to say that I'm neither on the side of Satan nor do I side with God. The Lord preaches & claims of a land of Eternal Peace, but we need to suffer just to get in. That is the worst thing I've ever heard God tell us! God is an invisible spiritual Tyrant who uses scare tactics to lure people to follow Him!
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